Wednesday, September 8, 2010

The Beautiful View

I met my husband Russ in 2002 and at the time I was in the process of building my very first home. In fact, part of our very first date was spent at the newly poured slab of what would become our first home. At the beginning of October it will be 8 years since I closed on this house. Russ and I were married shortly thereafter.

A couple of days after we closed on our house, we painted our living room a shade of green that has been described by some as seafoam green! ;) While that color sounds rather atrocious, I really loved it. I would often stare at the walls and reflect on the cool color. Very calming and serene~ it made me feel peaceful. Through the years many guests have often walked in and commented on this color~ good or bad~ they commented. Here is the before picture.


Well, time marches on and I suppose we change- our tastes, desires and sense of beauty... I found this particularlly true this weekend as Russ and I painted over the green walls that had for so long entranced me. It was a bittersweet change for me. Saying goodbye to part of our little history together. It was time for this change- there is no doubt of that. There were many chips and broken places where life has happened. Eight years and two small children later, the life of the green walls had come to an end.


It took me a long time to pick out the right colors but finally I choose two shades of brown. I figured neutral colors would make the house easier to sell. We made our purchase and taped off the corners. Let the painting begin!

As soon as I applied the first brush stroke to the wall, I knew the colors were not what I had thought they would be! But it didn't bother me at all. It was a currious thing. The walls, instead of the neutral browns, look grey. A very light grey and a deep rich grey. So fantastic. Here are a couple of pictures.




Now all of the rough patches are covered over. No more black marks from thrown shoes or chips where the kids have run their chairs into the walls. The view is much nicer- but I wonder what new memories we will find with these new grey walls. What will happen in the next few years as we mark a decade in this home. Isn't the view beautiful.

Thursday, September 2, 2010

Change Is Coming

There is change in the air. Autumn winds have begun blowing some of the dried tree leaves into our pool. The shadows of fall are gathering around the sky. Change is coming. This is also true for me. Change has begun to establish itself all around me. My clothes are getting too big to wear. My bones are beginning to emerge from the soft tissue that used to incase them. My muscle tissue is still somewhat limp from inactivity but change is coming swiftly. My doctor gave me a B12 shot last week and my energy has returned! I am changing inwardly too. I looked in the mirror the other day and had to do a double take. I have lost 44lbs since my surgery. 44lbs in 5 weeks! That is just amazing! I feel like life is now beginning for me. I took my girls on a play date on Tuesday and was sitting with my legs crossed for at least 20 minutes before it occured to me that I had my legs crossed. I cannot remember the last time I was able to do that. Change is coming.